It has been a very turbulent few months in my life: from a car accident to sickness,
from stress to fatigue. The latest illness put me on the couch for four days,
giving me plenty of time to read, think, and re-evaluate where I’m headed in
life.
As many
of you know, my interests are scattered all over the place, yet as I lay there,
condemned to the couch, I questioned the point of the many directions I’ve
taken in the past years. And it hit me hard, what the heck am I doing?
My
dream has always been to be an Author, and I don’t mean a one hit author
either. I've pushed hard, accumulating story upon story. I've strove to understand the
format of putting together a novel. I've succeeded in publication with a few short
stories, two novellas, and even a children’s book. But, for the last year, I’ve
been stuck.
Okay,
well not entirely stuck. I have been working on my next novel, Broken Memories,
but not nearly as much as I should have been. When the year began, the goal was
for a February completion, then an August completion, and now here we are in
September and it’s still unfinished.
I could
say that life has been busy. I could say I haven’t had the time to work on it.
I could even say I’ve been busy with other things, more important things. But
the truth is I’m resisting the completion. Why?
Oh, I could
come up with all types of reasons, such as Procrastination, Distractions, Over-scheduling, and all of these would be true. But, I think it all boils down
to a hidden fear of failure, or perhaps it may be of success. No matter which
way you weave it, the situation is merely a state of mind.
Most
writers are in this game alone, for the most part. No one is going to stand
behind you cheering you on to write that next page. Unless you have a contract,
or a deadline of sorts, it is all up to you to get your butt in the chair and
those fingers on the keyboard, or pen to paper. Only you can make your dream
become a reality.
The
most productive method I’ve found so far to push me through these ruts is the ‘Magic
Fifteen Minutes.’ You basically devote ‘at least’ fifteen minutes a day to
writing. Sometimes that will be all you write, but other times you’ll get caught
up and end up with a couple of hours’ worth of writing. The main point is getting
yourself in place for the process. Every step of story writing, drafting, editing,
polishing, and so on, presents you with a new set of resisting qualities. Push through
fifteen minutes and see if it can snap you out of your own resistance.
As I
write this blog post, I’ve been back to writing for about a week, and God, it
feels good. Maybe this time, I won’t fall off the horse. There’s still hope to
finishing my novel by the end of the year, and it is my intentions to do so.
How do
you push through your moments of resistance? How do you resist? Does your house
become spotless? Do you take up yet another hobby? Are you over-researching an
aspect of your story?
Feel
free to share your comments and stories. If you have an angle on this topic, or
any other writing topic, you’d like to share as a guest blogger,
contact me.
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